I AM an Indigo Adult

I AM an Indigo Adult. When my NY Shaman, Kay Doughtery, first told me she suspected I was an Indigo Adult, I said Indigo what? Who? Then when I discovered what an Indigo Adult is, it all started to make sense. I’ve ALWAYS felt like didn’t fit in while growing up with my family. As I mentioned in my previous post (I think) “CRAZY” was a word that was always associated with my name. DIFFERENT is how I saw myself, not crazy. I started doing research on Indigo Adults and found a lot of information on the web (Google is my best friend). “Why didn’t I know about this?” “Why did I have to wait until the age of 31 to find out that I was?” But it was OK to be Different. Things happen for a reason…What are some of the Characteristics of an Indigo Adult? Well, you can find that information all over the web! Why not read it here? I got the following:

The Adult Indigo

1. Is life on this earth painful for you?
2. Do you ever feel as if you do not belong here?
3. Do you ever feel as if you have been hiding your real Self all your life?
4. Do you ever have to deny your real knowing in order to “get along”?
5. Do you ever feel as if even those closest to you do not know the real you?
6. Do you think of yourself as a failure?
7. Do you feel as if you never experience real joy?
8. Do you yearn for a place that feels like “home”?

If these questions resonate within you and touch your heart and soul at their deepest place, you may be an Adult Indigo still carrying, and suffering from the emotional wounds of childhood. For you, life on this Earth has probably been, and continues to be, confusing and difficult. Your inherent knowing is not acknowledged. Your intuitive wisdom is not honored. Your felt-sense of experience is not embraced. Almost no one understands or appreciate you. You try and try to “go along” and to “get along”, but, in your own eyes, almost everything you do fails. The only way you have been able to exist in this world is to deny the essence of your Being. Your Light has been dimmed, and your greatness has been diminished; you feel invisible. You feel that you are cut off from your Source and your Spirit. You feel alone and lonely. And you wonder why you feel sadness and depression.

The Indigo children, who are born into Earth as pure Light channels of God, remember more and more eternal knowledge, secrets from the Other Side and hold the God-vision of a perfect world. These “old souls”, have come to embody a massive paradigm shift for our entire universe and to lead us toward ever-expanding world consciousness and a perfected world. Because of their inherent wisdom, knowing, and vision, they often have a hard time getting along in this world that does not understand or appreciate their uniqueness and their special gifts. This great dissonance between their perfect knowing and this Earth experience causes them tremendous pain and anguish.

Their parents, teachers and society as a whole misunderstand this pain. Most try to help in more traditional and conventional ways, but fail. The attempts to heal on the rational, intellectual and cognitive level, do not work. The Indigo’s pain is the existential angst and loneliness that is caused by their separation and disconnection from God; by the dissonance, they feel between their knowing of what a perfected world can be, and their experience of the world as it is. Their emotional pain resides on the spiritual, energetic, soul level, and that is where their pain must be healed.

When I read the first couple of questions, I didn’t think they applied to me. It’s when I started being HONEST with myself I realized “Jumping Jimminey Cricket I’m an Indigo Adult!” How has life been for me since I made the discovery? Well it still hasn’t been a piece of cake, with my soul retrieval, visits to my Shaman every two weeks, my Psychologist every week…I’m thinking it will get better.

Do you think you’re an Indigo Child/Adult?